01-03-10

Being moody, don't like that.

Last night as I was driving, I had that moment of panic, what if it wasn't cancer. What if this was all a mistake. It took about 5 seconds to remind myself that there were pathology reports and that many, many people have been involved in my case and I definitely have cancer.

Denial is such an interesting thing.

I follow another breast cancer blog, she seems to be having a hard time. She was so funny and perky and now I hear the blah in her post. That makes me sad. I should give myself a break for being blah sometimes, this stuff sucks.