Today I go for my echocardiogram and see the surgeon to see if my infection is cleared up enough for him to put the port in tomorrow.
Yesterday, I had a major haircut, from shoulder length to 2 inches long. I figured it would be easier to transition to bald if there was a rest stop on the way. Plus, I have always wondered what I would look like with short hair. I figured if I hated it, it would be gone in a few weeks anyway.
I am morphing into something else... oddly, I am becoming more comfortable with what I am becoming. The stress comes when I try to appear "normal" to make everyone else more comfortable.